December 2010
the confusions killing me.
I don’t know what the heck he wants! One day he doesn’t seem interested, and the next, he’s talking to me like we’re normal! I don’t get him! I’m too confused!
It’s Christmas day I can’t help but think about him. Of all things to have on my mind, it has to be him. And I guess cause I know I’m never on his, makes it even harder to stop. I’m going over his house later tonight and I don’t know how I’m going to cope. In a way I’m happy our families are so close we see each other on one of the most important days of...
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I'm always gonna go back there..
It doesn’t matter what you do to me, how you treat me or what you say to me. I’ll always go running back to you. Every time you make me feel like shit, I tell myself I’m not going back there, I’m not putting myself through all that pain again. But yet again, now, I find myself thinking about how I love your smile, your hair, your laugh and your personality. And every time...
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Is there a place where I can just run away? Is there a place where nobody else goes? A place just for me?
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Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain;...
He is my drug. I just can’t stop. I always go back for more in the end and I’m only making myself feel worse. He knows that he makes me so happy, and he has a pretty clear idea of what I want, but I just don’t know what to do anymore…
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People have always said that we were meant to be together, and we both denied it. We both ignored our feelings for each other. Everybody would tell us to just wake up to the truth. And finally, when we did, it was the best time of my life. I was flooded with elation because I knew I’d always felt this way about him. Now that it’s over, people are saying he’s meant to be with her....
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Wondering..
I love him. No matter who I’m with, where I am, what I’m doing. No matter how he feels. I will always love him. And it’s not like there is anything I can do about it. I act like a bitch, and ignore him when he’s around, but that only hides the way I’m really feeling. If I stopped hiding behind this bitchiness, I’d be begging at his knees, I’d be calling...
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I wish I knew exactly what you were thinking. I wish you told me what you thought about me, so I wouldn’t have to hear it from others. I wish you wouldn’t lie. I wish you’d just tell the truth. I wish you knew the effect you have on me, and the effect you’ll always have on me. I wish you were here right now, even though I know you wouldn’t want to be. I wish I could...
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I now know what he thinks of me and I want to die.
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I'm afraid
Okay, so I’ve known him for almost 10 years. Every summer for the past 5, I’ve confessed my feelings and he just knocked me down. I know now that it never was intentional, he always loved me, but was scared. Now, finally, he was the one to confess. And I let him in, cause I’d always felt so much for him. It lasted a while, in secret. No one knew we were in love. We’d sneak...
Why would you start talking to me now? I love you for crying out loud.
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Why?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart? Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now? Why would you wanna make the very first scar? Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
It’s not unbroken anymore, how do i get it back the way it was before?
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I just don't get you...
I love him, and he knows it. That’s all he needs to know, because without that knowledge, he wouldn’t be talking to me and making me feel like he loves me too. I know he only wants one thing. The same thing all guys want. And I can’t leave. I just can’t do it. No matter how many times my friends tell me he’s not worth it, he’s using you, I just can’t do...
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